have you ever wished that you could go back in time and re-live your life (or part of it) to see what would happen, even if it turns out badly; just so could to stop the what if questions in your head?
Sometimes I wish I could do that.  Go back, change a couple of things then see what happens.  Yet sadly a time machine has not been invented, and I just keep trying to kill the what ifs when they come up...telling myself it would end horribly bad and that the way things have played out are 1,000 times better than what would have been.

Well, that's all that's coming out of me.